Lol just thoughts

we im on my itouch so I'm probably going to spell everyything wrong. But anyways some thoughts hat I remembered at the time when I was thinking of them but don't rememberhat well right now. I'm listening to freaxxx and i forgot the singers name bt he's a beautiful screamer. Bu anyways a couple nights ago I gated out realllyyy late like six and half inthe morning. Lol haha and then I met this kid and we had fun he's solo hott lol but anyways here are my thoughts I remember when I was little and I used to get chapstick roll it all the way up and be extremely disappinted when it didn't roll back down. And I made a pact with myself whenever I playedthat guessing game where u guess wha someone ishinking that I would always think about those rubber duckies. I have no idea why. But I still do it and I'm 14. Lol and I always have random rants in y thoughts. I wish I talked the. Way I think I have very lgical and intelectual thoghts but it doesn't come out in myspeech. I think it's cuz of the media that is put outbtoday. And I'm expected to talk my age (which is slot of cursing) I don't think about it to much. I have the worst memory too. Like I was about to write a sentace but i forgot and when I text someone and they reply I forgot what I sent to them. I has to get it together I wonder if anyhing can help my memory. I heard wine does if you drink small amounts when your around 14-18. Ughhhhh I was just going to write something. I forgot. But I wan to be respected more by adults because I can talk wiu inteligence it just doesn't come out right. And I don't want to sound like I'm thirty with I'm fourteen. And the reason I do the stupid things I do now is cuz I want to be able to say when I get older I did want I wanted in my life. My dad tells me to think about the future out come o things. But he truh is I'm always honking about it. I just want to be really free and have great stories whn I'm older but my battery is running low. So goodnight cuz it's like one lol.