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like im so mad u hav no idea but the thing is i dnt wanna say the whole story on the interweb... so ill just lik break it down.... GUYS.. there all stupid and im so pissed off cuz i cant say what i wanna becuz to many know about this blog... i should hav only told like 1 person well 2 joe n dominique and thats it ... im really pissed right now i - i just wanna break that glass dolphin at ethans house i just wanna pick it up by its tail thing and just bash it in2 a wall ... speaking of ethan i was just over at his house chillin.... i love zoey his lil cuzin.... haha XD she makes me happy :) but other than tht im so pissed off its not even funn y i rele just wanna break something .. the other day i bite glass.. lik i ddnt think it would break but it did so i was jus lik gushing blood from my mouth and i was lik shit now wha do i do... it was painful so i just kept spitting out bloody gass fora while... i still hav to memorize that monologe... UGHH sooo fn pissed its not even funny and for any1 i dedicate the song creep to them its by radiohead im so mad right now its not even funny everything is just so messed up sometimes.. i want my dog i wanna cuddle with her i love her shes sucha great thing.. i miss my brother so much ily gerald 4 evr i hope i see u soon or again anyways i shouldnt even trust any guys just my guy friends *sigh* whatevr im just nnot gonna talk 2 the specific guys anymore... yr so special i wish i was special but im a creep ... i just wanna go somewhere alone right now lik idek just sumwhere by myself its still raining outside ill just go sit on the dock and just chill i miss joey thts who i wanna be with if joey ever died sumhow id kill myself no joke or id just never talk again im so sad soooo sad not just aboutguys just reatarded crap ughhh i i dnt wanna b happy i just wanna b with my bestfriends who r joey and ominique thats it no1 else NOONE! AT ALL JUST THEM im just goona go sit somewhere and lye down i swear to god if sum1 makes a comment 2 tht ill throw a cat at yr face i dnt wanna talk 2 any1 else besides those 2 ..omj im just so so sooo pissed it aint even funny i either wanna talk 2 those 2 which is mostly what i wanna do but i wanna go mdlin 2 cuz i feel pretty good when im up there .. feels lik nice and happy .. idk whatevr im so mad idk what to do ahhh im gonna hurt somethinggg